[laughter looks good on him - because of course it does. at this point he's not convinced there's anything steve would look bad in - anything from clothing to a highly specified environment. there's an adaptability to him that absolutely must come from his line of work, though he'd imagine it's not entirely exclusively. it has him so curious - has he always been this way? that natural charisma and charm is hard to manufacture, even harder won when built rather than born with it. the most obvious stereotype is that of the high school jock - popular, well-liked, attractive, carved just like steve very obviously is. but there it falls apart even in zemo's extremely outlying experience across boarding schools and years abroad as a foreign exchange student in some of the best schools money could buy - every jock he knew fell into the formerly mentioned category of too dumb and too good-looking to have to grow a real personality in lieu of relying on said looks. in some ways, john was the first one to break the mold there - but only barely.
and yet, it's hard to imagine anyone having it easy if this is their line of work - chosen or otherwise. does anyone choose to market themselves like this? to let their body be the billboard and their personality the service rendered? maybe it's outdated, archaic and offensive of him to assume that money is the baseline motivator here. based on what he - and theoretically others - are willing to pay for these excursions, there is a lot to be made there. one quick glance at steve's attire shows that while put together, he's apparently not investing it in luxury or material goods - even if he looks as if he walked straight off a ralph lauren ad.
the more he lingers on it all the more he is raring to know things beyond the pale of appropriate in their given context. steve's past isn't his business, anything personal is probably entirely off the table. he supposes for some there is an appeal to the tabula rasa aspect of this kind of transaction - applying the precise story and detailed demands for the perfect boyfriend, date, confidant. even if it's just a few hours it's utterly crafted to one's needs - wherein "one" is the precise word to linger on. digesting that brings a certain sense of...loneliness. does anyone really want to live their life jumping from fantasy to fantasy and suppressing themselves? he wonders if some of steve's attitude even now is crafted around what he thinks zemo wants - and doesn't that pose an interesting opportunity for self-reflection. maybe later. for now he'll try and take things at face value.]
I have a fairly light week. But it's best to get this in sooner rather than later - they'll need time even with a rush job.
[his lips curl into another smirk, particularly given how steve has yet again pegged the precise amount of drama that can sometimes accompany the edges of an otherwise smooth experience of being in a relationship with him.]
They've known me since I was a boy. And while immediately charmed by your arrival, neither you nor they can quite stand to see me pout.
[his lips soften a little, eyes glimmering as they both keep feeding into it and finding it's more fun than he's had in months.]
We settle on dark cobalt and you insist on hand-feeding me grapes at said brunch, much to the envy and chagrin of the wait staff and anyone seated nearby.
[he glances up, a quick thank you to the waiter as he reaches for his cup to blow along the rim of the cup lightly. maybe it's a good thing he hasn't taken a sip yet - he's already feeling hot under the collar from that implication alone. he lets out a small ah, like he's just been reminded of something.]
Yes - about that. Let's just say we have a very active sex life behind closed doors. Sometimes ones that are cracked open, too. [a pause, like he's considering a memory at the peripherals of a hazy night, and he squints slightly as he tips his head up.] Maybe sometimes there isn't a door at all.
[now he will take a sip, eyes a little wide and expression schooled into something innocent. he shrugs as he sets it down with a light clink.]
Apologies - I may have something of a reputation among friends. But you're a perfect gentleman who would never kiss and tell. I cannot divulge all my secrets on the first date, after all.
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and yet, it's hard to imagine anyone having it easy if this is their line of work - chosen or otherwise. does anyone choose to market themselves like this? to let their body be the billboard and their personality the service rendered? maybe it's outdated, archaic and offensive of him to assume that money is the baseline motivator here. based on what he - and theoretically others - are willing to pay for these excursions, there is a lot to be made there. one quick glance at steve's attire shows that while put together, he's apparently not investing it in luxury or material goods - even if he looks as if he walked straight off a ralph lauren ad.
the more he lingers on it all the more he is raring to know things beyond the pale of appropriate in their given context. steve's past isn't his business, anything personal is probably entirely off the table. he supposes for some there is an appeal to the tabula rasa aspect of this kind of transaction - applying the precise story and detailed demands for the perfect boyfriend, date, confidant. even if it's just a few hours it's utterly crafted to one's needs - wherein "one" is the precise word to linger on. digesting that brings a certain sense of...loneliness. does anyone really want to live their life jumping from fantasy to fantasy and suppressing themselves? he wonders if some of steve's attitude even now is crafted around what he thinks zemo wants - and doesn't that pose an interesting opportunity for self-reflection. maybe later. for now he'll try and take things at face value.]
I have a fairly light week. But it's best to get this in sooner rather than later - they'll need time even with a rush job.
[his lips curl into another smirk, particularly given how steve has yet again pegged the precise amount of drama that can sometimes accompany the edges of an otherwise smooth experience of being in a relationship with him.]
They've known me since I was a boy. And while immediately charmed by your arrival, neither you nor they can quite stand to see me pout.
[his lips soften a little, eyes glimmering as they both keep feeding into it and finding it's more fun than he's had in months.]
We settle on dark cobalt and you insist on hand-feeding me grapes at said brunch, much to the envy and chagrin of the wait staff and anyone seated nearby.
[he glances up, a quick thank you to the waiter as he reaches for his cup to blow along the rim of the cup lightly. maybe it's a good thing he hasn't taken a sip yet - he's already feeling hot under the collar from that implication alone. he lets out a small ah, like he's just been reminded of something.]
Yes - about that. Let's just say we have a very active sex life behind closed doors. Sometimes ones that are cracked open, too. [a pause, like he's considering a memory at the peripherals of a hazy night, and he squints slightly as he tips his head up.] Maybe sometimes there isn't a door at all.
[now he will take a sip, eyes a little wide and expression schooled into something innocent. he shrugs as he sets it down with a light clink.]
Apologies - I may have something of a reputation among friends. But you're a perfect gentleman who would never kiss and tell. I cannot divulge all my secrets on the first date, after all.