Sweatpants if guests are coming over, I guess. But you're close, yeah. Usually a sweatshirt with a bad team logo. Don't judge, alright.
[ He almost says who needs pants to begin with, because he spends a great deal of time in his underwear when he's on his own, but it isn't like Zemo needs to know that, even if the heavy implication is there already. ]
I want to be comfortable when I'm watching bad TV. [ He laughs a little, bright and sudden, caught up by the casual back and forth of their conversation. Why is so much easier to talk to him like this than it is face-to-face? ]
Sometimes it's shows like Survivor, sometimes it's Golden Girls, sometimes it's a B horror movie. I can probably watch anything, but half the time I read while it's on the background, anyway. So, if you get bored, you know where to find me, I guess. Predictable, right?
[oh, he easily picks up on that implication. it has him ever-so grateful they're not face-to-face, because thinking about steve rogers not wearing pants is nearly enough to render him speechless. but it also feel like he needs to somehow try and compete with it - at least enough to give steve pause. he says it oh so casually, like they're simply discussing the weather.]
Well, to each their own I suppose. I have a preference for robes. Cashmere-twill - it's nice on the skin. I don't have company often enough to bother with much else.
[it is easier, isn't it? it makes him wish it could be like this all the time, something in his chest warm and bubbling. it's easier to play off when big blue eyes aren't peering right into his soul and making him feel off-footed and having to put up extra defenses.]
Ah - Golden Girls is a classic. Appalling you would rope it in with the likes of Survivor. I'm not so sure I can trust your grading scale for horror movies now. [a long pause, put-upon exhale.] Maybe you need boredom-induced supervision.
[ Much like the boy earlier, Steve has to clear his throat a little bit, and try very, very hard not to think about the fact that Zemo often lounges in nothing but a robe. Thankfully they're not seated beside one another right now, what for the way heat rises into his cheeks and makes his stomach churn, low and warm. ]
But you're right, maybe I do. Like I said, I have all weekend to myself. I won't know what to do, anyway.
[ Steve shifts down in his bed, giving up the idea of doing any work, and there's the brief rustle of papers as he sets everything aside, his phone balanced in the crook of his shoulder and jaw. After a moment there's the sound of skin on fabric, maybe something hitting the phone, as he pulls his sweatshirt off and sinks into his covers. ]
I'll leave the door unlocked, and I'd say you could dare coming over in your pajamas because I'm not going to exactly dress up myself, but your dorm to mine will be a long walk in just a robe.
[how serious is steve about this? because - quite honestly, zemo is actually giving consideration to bringing his large bottle of wine over to steve's tomorrow night. he'd even consider coming right now if it weren't so late and this weren't so new. maybe he'll lose his nerve tomorrow, maybe he won't. but for now...this feels comfortable. easier than sitting next to him and analyzing every breath, every shift between their bodies and turn over each word choice like there's a double meaning to it. there's no second guessing to this.]
It would be cruel of me to leave you to your own devices, would it? I couldn't possibly live with myself in that case.
[he chuckles lightly, shifting against his own bed like an unconscious response to the way he can hear steve moving in the back.]
Oh, that wouldn't be the strangest thing I've seen on campus by far. But - that means you'll have to keep your pants on in case I decide to pop by. Seems like a fair trade.
[ It's difficult to stay focused when he's so warm and comfortable after a long day, no less with the warm timbre of Zemo's voice drifting through the phone on the air of a tease. What is it that they've just built here, in these phone calls. In this phone call, where they're talking about pajamas and the lack thereof. ]
Hm, I can't make any promises about the pants, but I'll do my best.
[ Steve laughs warmly, shifting down further into his bed, getting comfortable. He wonders, briefly, what it would feel like if Zemo were here beside him, how warm he would be, and what it might be like to kiss him like this.
He clears his throat a little, though his voice does have the hint of something deeper, more gravel when he speaks again. ]
I'll definitely consider it. Like I said, I'll leave the door unlocked, but I'm not usually awake until 7.
Somehow I doubt you've ever had any complaints about that.
[because, who in their right mind would turn down steve rogers? well, aside from himself. and in truth - if the choice was up to him....he wouldn't. but he's not going to linger on that because this is light-hearted, giving him the illusion that he does have the freedom to keep up this easy hypothetical situation in which he turns up at steve's door, wine in hand, and merely raises an eyebrow at his lack of pants. that they have themselves a movie date. or trashy tv. whatever comes first.]
What a late riser you are.
[a pointed tease, because obviously not.]
And a risky one, leaving yourself vulnerable to any number of midnight rendezvous traipsing through your door. I'll tell you what, Steve Rogers - I will do you the favor of avoiding pesky late night suitors. You lock yourself up tight until tomorrow evening, say 5 o'clock, and maybe -
[is he really doing this? it's halfway out of his mouth, so apparently he's really doing this. it's that comfortable note of pleasant tiredness in steve's voice that tempted him in the first place. he exhales softly, shifting onto his side and lowering his own into a soft murmur so as not to disrupt whatever hazy state steve might be slipping into.]
Maybe I come by with that wine. Maybe you make popcorn and leave some space on your couch. [a pause, the way his brows furrow likely audible in the way he double checks:] You do have a couch, right?
Mm, I've moved up from Steven Rogers? Well, I'm honored to be just Steve Rogers.
[ There's a lazy smile on his voice and he shifts in bed, tucking one arm up behind his neck in a poor attempt to keep himself from settling in too comfortably, but it's a losing battle. Talking to Zemo like this in the evening, he thinks, should be a regular occurrence. Already he finds himself wondering what excuses he can use, what he can employ to insure these things happen more frequently. ]
But you should really eliminate the maybes. You bring the wine, I'll provide the popcorn and the couch. Yes, I have a couch Helmut. [ A huff, then a careful yawn turned into his own shoulder. ]
I'll make space for you whenever you want.
[ His voice has taken on something of a minute slur, the pleasantly lazy hum of someone having stumbled into the web of sleep, beginning the gradual decline. But all the same, he wonders what would happen if he invited the other boy over now? To curl up on their dorm room couch and watch a movie that Steve would inevitably fall asleep to. ]
But if it's 5 o'clock tomorrow you want, then be my guest. Door's open all day regardless. Just so you know.
Just wait, maybe one day you'll even make it all the way to just Steve.
[he can picture it, honestly. the easy stretch of steve's pink, luscious lips curving up on one side - long lashes brushing his cheeks in a wink as they slip closed. he sounds like he's lying down, and zemo wonders with a warm swoop in his gut if he's not wearing pants like he's been teasing this whole time. is he under the covers?
there's a long, considering pause. he could pump the brakes, tell him it was just a tease. it's not like he's really committed to anything yet. his fingers tighten around his phone minutely, and when he finally answers it's much, much softer than anything he's uttered yet.]
Okay then. You and me, wine, popcorn, your couch - bad movies. 5 o'clock. No more maybes.
[zemo is no stranger to the inane articles populating the pages of magazines about appealing to men. analyzing their behaviours, undertanding their attraction. men make themselves available when they want someone. it makes him nuzzle into his pillow a little more, pressing his smile against the expensive, high thread-count fabric.]
And what if I came right now, hmm? You sound awfully tired, and I haven't had a sleepover since I was a child in Sokovia.
[ Steve hums, thoughtful but sleepy. Just Steve. He'd like that, really, and even hearing his name abbreviated on the lilt of his Sokovian accent makes him smile a little more. He can see the shape of his lips as he speaks it, and even here, wrapped up in his own bed, he wonders how they might feel pressed against his skin, his hair. What it might be like to have that carefully coiffed head pressed into the juncture o his neck and shoulder.
The pause, the lull in the conversation, almost has him nodding off altogether, but the soft response draws him back out of it. ]
No more maybes. I like that.
[ What it means, he doesn't know. What maybes still lie unspoken between them? What world are they forging in this tenuous friendship turned something more?
The challenge though comes in the sound of his voice, muffled by what? Fabric? A pillow? He laughs airily and turns onto his side, pressing his own face into the pillow as if he might be able to mimic exactly what that must feel like. His voice comes out a low rumble, a sleepy blur of words and a warm chuckle: ]
The door's unlocked, and there's room for two. Sleepover's can be nice. [ A tired hum. ] But I'm a blanket hog.
[they're not together, but it feels like something has shifted in the course of this call. like it's shifted even right now, the way they're both pressed to their pillows in a mirror image of one another. if he listens closely, he can hear the soft breathing of steve's around his sleepy words, and it feels like a level of intimacy beyond mere friendship right now.
there's something in him that wants to get back up - to make the trek across campus and knock on steve's door and take him up on his very open offer. but that's the thing of daydreams - something he'll hold close but can't ever act on.]
That's a shame. I get cold easily, you see.
[a very flimsy excuse, and yet - he feels like he's waiting on bated breath for the hazy response that'll come next.]
[ The heaviness of sleep pulls at him, tugging at the edges of his consciousness, making the conversation drift in and out. All he knows is that he's imagining the pleasant weight of someone else across the bed from him, imagining curling his arms and resting with his face pressed into hair or the nape of a neck.
He hums yet again, low and graveled in the back of his throat as he stretches beneath his covers, cat-like, then curls back up on his side. Finally, he speaks, a soft but honest mumble: ]
I'll keep you warm. [ A sigh, a turn in the bed, the rustle of blankets and sheets, almost as if the neanderthal part of his brain has subconsciously started to make room for this invisible boy in his bed. ] No funny business. Promise.
[ Even in the haze of drowsiness, he can't help the little flip his stomach does, the hopeful swoop, that maybe the boy on the other line might actually come over. It's a nice thought, regardless, and it makes an easy smile curl across his lips. ]
[zemo imagines it too, tucking himself under steve's chin given the near perfect difference in height that would accommodate it. he thinks about sleeping against something firmer than flimsy dorm beds, chin pressed against the firm, broad juncture of his shoulders and against one perfect pectoral. his fingers would slip up under that t-shirt, seeking warmth and his long legs would bend and twine themselves between much stronger, starkly bigger thighs.
wouldn't that be just perfect? it has him shifting onto his side, pretending he's there in a way that's so visceral it makes his chest tighten with want as he lets out a low purr of a chuckle.]
That's what they all say.
[he's quiet for a long moment, and then barely a whisper.]
[ The purr in Zemo's voice makes a heavy flush creep into his chest, up his throat, into his face, and he sighs a little as he curls in closer to his pillow, his eyes shut heavily, lashes a pretty, dark fan against his cheekbones. ]
I don't tell lies, Helmut.
[ A sigh, a sleepy groan in protest as he tries to find a more comfortable position. Absently, his hand reaches across the mattress for the boy that sounds as though his head rests on the pillow beside him, fingers curling into the sheet, coming up empty. ]
Door's always open for you.
[ His breathing starts to even out despite the disappointed feeling that overcomes him when the spot beside him turns up empty. It would have been nice to turn into the warmth of another person, no less someone he's come to admire, even from arm's reach. But maybe that, too, is a dream. ]
[his own eyes slip shut, body tucking into itself like he's leaving the exact same space for steve to slot in behind him. he can tell they're both much too tired now to actually make it happen, and honestly? it's better that way. he's not liable for what he might do otherwise.]
I know.
[there's an even longer pause, zemo mesmerized by the slight shifts on the other end and the way his breathing seems to have shifted into the early telltale signs of imminent sleep. he's probably not far off either, enough that he could fall asleep just like this and forget to even hang up. absently, he muses:]
[ Steve barely registers what Zemo says, his mind being overcome completely by the pull of easy sleep. His breathing begins to slow and he hums in acknowledgement, drowsy and sleep drunk. ]
It's a good name. [ A sigh as he turns and stretches again, the stretch audible in the strain of his voice: ] Helmut.
[ He releases a pleased little exhale and sinks, melting into his covers where he nestles his face against the pillow. He goes quiet, his breathing starts slowing, deepening, and he tries to come up with something else to say, but his words fall from his lips mumbled and half finished: ]
The door's... [ The rest becomes an inaudible mush of sleepy rumblings and he goes quiet, still on the other line, curled around a spare pillow as though it might hold the same warmth of a boy with a pretty face. ]
[he says it softly, barely a whisper so he doesn't wake up a clearly sleeping steve. what would it be like if he were to take on the role of the midnight intruder he'd teased about - to slip in under the cover of darkness and slide alongside the other student's heavy limbs and steal away his warmth? to just watch his even breathing and the slight flutter of eyelids and long lashes dragged across his cheek? doesn't he wish that could be the case.]
Goodnight, Steve.
[another whisper, barely audible. rather than hang up immediately, instead he just...listens for a few moments. to make sure steve really is well and truly out, until the heaviness of sleep pulls at his own eyes and he eventually has to hang up too and avoid anything embarrassing like finding out he snores (he doesn't) via a phone call that's already carried on so far.
but there's a smile on his lips as he drifts off, curled into himself and thinking about a tall, broad body slotted up behind his own as he tugs the blankets up to his chin. his phone is still on his pillow when he wakes in the morning, well-rested and bright-eyed, glancing at the time.
8 a.m.
steve will have been up an hour, if what he said was true. and steve always tells the truth, according to his own declaration, so...
before he can bother to second guess himself, he presses the bar with steve's number and ignores the pounding in his chest. he hasn't even gotten out of bed yet, if he had anything other than the edges of sleep dissipating from his brain, he'd chide himself for looking so desperate.]
[ For the first time in a very long time, Steve sleeps right up to his alarm. Usually, he's up by five o'clock to go for a morning run before campus truly wakes up, but today the alarm sounds at seven and he's still delicately tucked into his bed, wrapped around one of his pillows. It takes him a moment to come to, to realize where he is and just how long he's slept, and he lazes in bed for the better part of an hour.
Until his phone rings.
His brow furrows and he paws around his bed for his phone, surprised to find it wedged under his pillow.
Ah. Right. The hazy memory of the night before makes a hot blush rise into his cheeks but he doesn't have time to worry about it, the phone ringing overlong as it is. Instead, he fumbles his phone, surprised to see the name Helmut Zemo on the screen. He swipes to answer, his voice half an octave lower than normal, graveled with the disuse of the morning and a good night's sleep. ]
Good morning.
[ A lazy smile, despite his own nerves, can be heard on his voice. ]
[steve sounds surprisingly like he hasn't gotten out of bed just yet. that, or he's only just recently woken up. tsk, tsk. zemo is used to doing any number of arrangements from bed out of necessity, but his voice is a little deeper too, even if he doesn't sound like he's just woken up.]
Mm, don't tell me I wore you out last night.
[picking that teasing up right where he left off, apparently, and he tells himself it's because he hasn't had the time to consider what any of this means or think twice about the flirtatious nature of these conversations. it's just - good fun. maybe something like friendship, even though he damn well knows he wouldn't speak to a friend with that level of innuendo in every word.]
[ Steve laughs softly, though he can't deny the way his face burns at the tease. ]
Mm, not really. Unless you came by in the middle of the night when I was sleeping.
[ There's a tease of his own in his voice, the curl of a smile at the corners of his lips. He yawns behind a wrist and rakes fingers into his hair with a sleepy hum. ]
Told you I was taking a lazy weekend. What, didn't believe me? [ A huff, and maybe it's the sleepy haze talking, but he grins: ] You can come see for yourself, if you really want.
[that has him shifting under the covers, rolling onto his side and squeezing his thighs together at the sudden image that brings to the forefront of his mind - something that belongs in his dreams or the late-night, sleepy mumblings they'd shared last night. but no...he'd kept his distance.]
I was all locked-up, rest assured.
[how many times had steve reminded him - the door was open? a hopeful just in case. and it seems that's carried over this morning as well, enough that zemo should really keep a tally for how many times he's been invited over at this point. it's...entirely endearing. tempting, too.]
Well, you've made a believer out of me now. Steve Rogers is capable of relaxing, incredible. [a pause.] I'm hardly presentable at the moment.
[ The push and pull of their strange flirtation brings to life that warm, fluttering feeling in his gut. He thinks for a moment that maybe Zemo isn’t into him at all, that he’s just being European like everyone says. But he can’t help the efforts all the same - he’s intrigued, interested, attracted. He’s not felt like this in a long time. ]
All the better then. Weekends aren’t supposed to be presentable.
[ Another laugh, low and rumbling, and he turns over in his bed, stretching languidly on a pleased sigh. When he speaks again, there’s a richness to his voice, like a cat sated by cream and sunlight. ]
But glad to have your support. I wouldn’t want you to catch your death in your trek across campus. Only in a robe, right?
I would agree with you while I have the luxury here in America, but where I come from...you'd better be dead before you forsake appearances.
[not exactly the best bedside conversation, but it's the truth for him, unfortunately. he doesn't want to linger on that when he can instead get lost in the pleasant timbre of steve's voice, the soft laugh ringing in his ear so enticingly.]
Mm, you remembered. Black - cashmere-twill. Very soft. Warm, but not enough for that.
[he exhales lightly, rolling further onto his side and looking out the window at what looks like heavy clouds in the distance.]
I'll put jeans on for later, don't worry.
[his heart accelerates rapidly, loud enough it's no small wonder steve can't hear it. but he gets it out before he loses his nerve, voice low and steady in a slip of his accent as silky as the material of his robe.]
Of course I remembered. You painted a very vivid picture before.
[ Steve can't help the deep, warm lull of his voice, the fatigue and drowsiness dissolving his filter and making it nigh impossible to stop himself. He had thought about that robe last night, at the way it might feel against bare skin.
His own heart rate ratchets up and he lets out a low chuckle. ]
Pants optional? That's mighty generous of you. Guess you'll have to wait and be surprised tonight over popcorn. [ A beat, and he considers this for a moment, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest. ] Unless you're the breakfast type. It's easier to cook for two.
[well. doesn't that just sink in warmly. zemo doesn't answer right away, swallowing hard and letting the ragged edge of sleep color his words.]
So what you mean to say is - you were thinking about it?
[thinking about him. did you dream about me, steve rogers? is what he wants to ask but that's...
it seems steve is still doing his best to get him over sooner rather than later. he'd agreed to the wine and the movie, but would it really be so bad to get a head start? a big one, admittedly, but...turning him down after the tenth time he's hinted just seems rude at this point.]
If you like pancakes, champagne, and don't mind sharing kitchen space...I could say I'm a breakfast type. Maybe.
[ But he might have dreamed of a fair-faced boy with angled features and sharp eyes. Might have dreamed about that robe, and it takes everything in him to hold back the beginnings of a groan. ]
Maybe? I make a mean pancake, I'll have you know. You'd be missing out. So if you decide you're the breakfast type, well. You know the deal.
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[ He almost says who needs pants to begin with, because he spends a great deal of time in his underwear when he's on his own, but it isn't like Zemo needs to know that, even if the heavy implication is there already. ]
I want to be comfortable when I'm watching bad TV. [ He laughs a little, bright and sudden, caught up by the casual back and forth of their conversation. Why is so much easier to talk to him like this than it is face-to-face? ]
Sometimes it's shows like Survivor, sometimes it's Golden Girls, sometimes it's a B horror movie. I can probably watch anything, but half the time I read while it's on the background, anyway. So, if you get bored, you know where to find me, I guess. Predictable, right?
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Well, to each their own I suppose. I have a preference for robes. Cashmere-twill - it's nice on the skin. I don't have company often enough to bother with much else.
[it is easier, isn't it? it makes him wish it could be like this all the time, something in his chest warm and bubbling. it's easier to play off when big blue eyes aren't peering right into his soul and making him feel off-footed and having to put up extra defenses.]
Ah - Golden Girls is a classic. Appalling you would rope it in with the likes of Survivor. I'm not so sure I can trust your grading scale for horror movies now. [a long pause, put-upon exhale.] Maybe you need boredom-induced supervision.
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[ Much like the boy earlier, Steve has to clear his throat a little bit, and try very, very hard not to think about the fact that Zemo often lounges in nothing but a robe. Thankfully they're not seated beside one another right now, what for the way heat rises into his cheeks and makes his stomach churn, low and warm. ]
But you're right, maybe I do. Like I said, I have all weekend to myself. I won't know what to do, anyway.
[ Steve shifts down in his bed, giving up the idea of doing any work, and there's the brief rustle of papers as he sets everything aside, his phone balanced in the crook of his shoulder and jaw. After a moment there's the sound of skin on fabric, maybe something hitting the phone, as he pulls his sweatshirt off and sinks into his covers. ]
I'll leave the door unlocked, and I'd say you could dare coming over in your pajamas because I'm not going to exactly dress up myself, but your dorm to mine will be a long walk in just a robe.
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It would be cruel of me to leave you to your own devices, would it? I couldn't possibly live with myself in that case.
[he chuckles lightly, shifting against his own bed like an unconscious response to the way he can hear steve moving in the back.]
Oh, that wouldn't be the strangest thing I've seen on campus by far. But - that means you'll have to keep your pants on in case I decide to pop by. Seems like a fair trade.
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Hm, I can't make any promises about the pants, but I'll do my best.
[ Steve laughs warmly, shifting down further into his bed, getting comfortable. He wonders, briefly, what it would feel like if Zemo were here beside him, how warm he would be, and what it might be like to kiss him like this.
He clears his throat a little, though his voice does have the hint of something deeper, more gravel when he speaks again. ]
I'll definitely consider it. Like I said, I'll leave the door unlocked, but I'm not usually awake until 7.
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[because, who in their right mind would turn down steve rogers? well, aside from himself. and in truth - if the choice was up to him....he wouldn't. but he's not going to linger on that because this is light-hearted, giving him the illusion that he does have the freedom to keep up this easy hypothetical situation in which he turns up at steve's door, wine in hand, and merely raises an eyebrow at his lack of pants. that they have themselves a movie date. or trashy tv. whatever comes first.]
What a late riser you are.
[a pointed tease, because obviously not.]
And a risky one, leaving yourself vulnerable to any number of midnight rendezvous traipsing through your door. I'll tell you what, Steve Rogers - I will do you the favor of avoiding pesky late night suitors. You lock yourself up tight until tomorrow evening, say 5 o'clock, and maybe -
[is he really doing this? it's halfway out of his mouth, so apparently he's really doing this. it's that comfortable note of pleasant tiredness in steve's voice that tempted him in the first place. he exhales softly, shifting onto his side and lowering his own into a soft murmur so as not to disrupt whatever hazy state steve might be slipping into.]
Maybe I come by with that wine. Maybe you make popcorn and leave some space on your couch. [a pause, the way his brows furrow likely audible in the way he double checks:] You do have a couch, right?
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[ There's a lazy smile on his voice and he shifts in bed, tucking one arm up behind his neck in a poor attempt to keep himself from settling in too comfortably, but it's a losing battle. Talking to Zemo like this in the evening, he thinks, should be a regular occurrence. Already he finds himself wondering what excuses he can use, what he can employ to insure these things happen more frequently. ]
But you should really eliminate the maybes. You bring the wine, I'll provide the popcorn and the couch. Yes, I have a couch Helmut. [ A huff, then a careful yawn turned into his own shoulder. ]
I'll make space for you whenever you want.
[ His voice has taken on something of a minute slur, the pleasantly lazy hum of someone having stumbled into the web of sleep, beginning the gradual decline. But all the same, he wonders what would happen if he invited the other boy over now? To curl up on their dorm room couch and watch a movie that Steve would inevitably fall asleep to. ]
But if it's 5 o'clock tomorrow you want, then be my guest. Door's open all day regardless. Just so you know.
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[he can picture it, honestly. the easy stretch of steve's pink, luscious lips curving up on one side - long lashes brushing his cheeks in a wink as they slip closed. he sounds like he's lying down, and zemo wonders with a warm swoop in his gut if he's not wearing pants like he's been teasing this whole time. is he under the covers?
there's a long, considering pause. he could pump the brakes, tell him it was just a tease. it's not like he's really committed to anything yet. his fingers tighten around his phone minutely, and when he finally answers it's much, much softer than anything he's uttered yet.]
Okay then. You and me, wine, popcorn, your couch - bad movies. 5 o'clock. No more maybes.
[zemo is no stranger to the inane articles populating the pages of magazines about appealing to men. analyzing their behaviours, undertanding their attraction. men make themselves available when they want someone. it makes him nuzzle into his pillow a little more, pressing his smile against the expensive, high thread-count fabric.]
And what if I came right now, hmm? You sound awfully tired, and I haven't had a sleepover since I was a child in Sokovia.
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The pause, the lull in the conversation, almost has him nodding off altogether, but the soft response draws him back out of it. ]
No more maybes. I like that.
[ What it means, he doesn't know. What maybes still lie unspoken between them? What world are they forging in this tenuous friendship turned something more?
The challenge though comes in the sound of his voice, muffled by what? Fabric? A pillow? He laughs airily and turns onto his side, pressing his own face into the pillow as if he might be able to mimic exactly what that must feel like. His voice comes out a low rumble, a sleepy blur of words and a warm chuckle: ]
The door's unlocked, and there's room for two. Sleepover's can be nice. [ A tired hum. ] But I'm a blanket hog.
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there's something in him that wants to get back up - to make the trek across campus and knock on steve's door and take him up on his very open offer. but that's the thing of daydreams - something he'll hold close but can't ever act on.]
That's a shame. I get cold easily, you see.
[a very flimsy excuse, and yet - he feels like he's waiting on bated breath for the hazy response that'll come next.]
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He hums yet again, low and graveled in the back of his throat as he stretches beneath his covers, cat-like, then curls back up on his side. Finally, he speaks, a soft but honest mumble: ]
I'll keep you warm. [ A sigh, a turn in the bed, the rustle of blankets and sheets, almost as if the neanderthal part of his brain has subconsciously started to make room for this invisible boy in his bed. ] No funny business. Promise.
[ Even in the haze of drowsiness, he can't help the little flip his stomach does, the hopeful swoop, that maybe the boy on the other line might actually come over. It's a nice thought, regardless, and it makes an easy smile curl across his lips. ]
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wouldn't that be just perfect? it has him shifting onto his side, pretending he's there in a way that's so visceral it makes his chest tighten with want as he lets out a low purr of a chuckle.]
That's what they all say.
[he's quiet for a long moment, and then barely a whisper.]
But you're the only one I'd believe.
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I don't tell lies, Helmut.
[ A sigh, a sleepy groan in protest as he tries to find a more comfortable position. Absently, his hand reaches across the mattress for the boy that sounds as though his head rests on the pillow beside him, fingers curling into the sheet, coming up empty. ]
Door's always open for you.
[ His breathing starts to even out despite the disappointed feeling that overcomes him when the spot beside him turns up empty. It would have been nice to turn into the warmth of another person, no less someone he's come to admire, even from arm's reach. But maybe that, too, is a dream. ]
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I know.
[there's an even longer pause, zemo mesmerized by the slight shifts on the other end and the way his breathing seems to have shifted into the early telltale signs of imminent sleep. he's probably not far off either, enough that he could fall asleep just like this and forget to even hang up. absently, he muses:]
My name sounds good when you say it like that.
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It's a good name. [ A sigh as he turns and stretches again, the stretch audible in the strain of his voice: ] Helmut.
[ He releases a pleased little exhale and sinks, melting into his covers where he nestles his face against the pillow. He goes quiet, his breathing starts slowing, deepening, and he tries to come up with something else to say, but his words fall from his lips mumbled and half finished: ]
The door's... [ The rest becomes an inaudible mush of sleepy rumblings and he goes quiet, still on the other line, curled around a spare pillow as though it might hold the same warmth of a boy with a pretty face. ]
me never getting to use this icon
[he says it softly, barely a whisper so he doesn't wake up a clearly sleeping steve. what would it be like if he were to take on the role of the midnight intruder he'd teased about - to slip in under the cover of darkness and slide alongside the other student's heavy limbs and steal away his warmth? to just watch his even breathing and the slight flutter of eyelids and long lashes dragged across his cheek? doesn't he wish that could be the case.]
Goodnight, Steve.
[another whisper, barely audible. rather than hang up immediately, instead he just...listens for a few moments. to make sure steve really is well and truly out, until the heaviness of sleep pulls at his own eyes and he eventually has to hang up too and avoid anything embarrassing like finding out he snores (he doesn't) via a phone call that's already carried on so far.
but there's a smile on his lips as he drifts off, curled into himself and thinking about a tall, broad body slotted up behind his own as he tugs the blankets up to his chin. his phone is still on his pillow when he wakes in the morning, well-rested and bright-eyed, glancing at the time.
8 a.m.
steve will have been up an hour, if what he said was true. and steve always tells the truth, according to his own declaration, so...
before he can bother to second guess himself, he presses the bar with steve's number and ignores the pounding in his chest. he hasn't even gotten out of bed yet, if he had anything other than the edges of sleep dissipating from his brain, he'd chide himself for looking so desperate.]
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Until his phone rings.
His brow furrows and he paws around his bed for his phone, surprised to find it wedged under his pillow.
Ah. Right. The hazy memory of the night before makes a hot blush rise into his cheeks but he doesn't have time to worry about it, the phone ringing overlong as it is. Instead, he fumbles his phone, surprised to see the name Helmut Zemo on the screen. He swipes to answer, his voice half an octave lower than normal, graveled with the disuse of the morning and a good night's sleep. ]
Good morning.
[ A lazy smile, despite his own nerves, can be heard on his voice. ]
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Mm, don't tell me I wore you out last night.
[picking that teasing up right where he left off, apparently, and he tells himself it's because he hasn't had the time to consider what any of this means or think twice about the flirtatious nature of these conversations. it's just - good fun. maybe something like friendship, even though he damn well knows he wouldn't speak to a friend with that level of innuendo in every word.]
Still in bed?
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Mm, not really. Unless you came by in the middle of the night when I was sleeping.
[ There's a tease of his own in his voice, the curl of a smile at the corners of his lips. He yawns behind a wrist and rakes fingers into his hair with a sleepy hum. ]
Told you I was taking a lazy weekend. What, didn't believe me? [ A huff, and maybe it's the sleepy haze talking, but he grins: ] You can come see for yourself, if you really want.
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I was all locked-up, rest assured.
[how many times had steve reminded him - the door was open? a hopeful just in case. and it seems that's carried over this morning as well, enough that zemo should really keep a tally for how many times he's been invited over at this point. it's...entirely endearing. tempting, too.]
Well, you've made a believer out of me now. Steve Rogers is capable of relaxing, incredible. [a pause.] I'm hardly presentable at the moment.
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All the better then. Weekends aren’t supposed to be presentable.
[ Another laugh, low and rumbling, and he turns over in his bed, stretching languidly on a pleased sigh. When he speaks again, there’s a richness to his voice, like a cat sated by cream and sunlight. ]
But glad to have your support. I wouldn’t want you to catch your death in your trek across campus. Only in a robe, right?
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[not exactly the best bedside conversation, but it's the truth for him, unfortunately. he doesn't want to linger on that when he can instead get lost in the pleasant timbre of steve's voice, the soft laugh ringing in his ear so enticingly.]
Mm, you remembered. Black - cashmere-twill. Very soft. Warm, but not enough for that.
[he exhales lightly, rolling further onto his side and looking out the window at what looks like heavy clouds in the distance.]
I'll put jeans on for later, don't worry.
[his heart accelerates rapidly, loud enough it's no small wonder steve can't hear it. but he gets it out before he loses his nerve, voice low and steady in a slip of his accent as silky as the material of his robe.]
For you though, the pants can stay optional.
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[ Steve can't help the deep, warm lull of his voice, the fatigue and drowsiness dissolving his filter and making it nigh impossible to stop himself. He had thought about that robe last night, at the way it might feel against bare skin.
His own heart rate ratchets up and he lets out a low chuckle. ]
Pants optional? That's mighty generous of you. Guess you'll have to wait and be surprised tonight over popcorn. [ A beat, and he considers this for a moment, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest. ] Unless you're the breakfast type. It's easier to cook for two.
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So what you mean to say is - you were thinking about it?
[thinking about him. did you dream about me, steve rogers? is what he wants to ask but that's...
it seems steve is still doing his best to get him over sooner rather than later. he'd agreed to the wine and the movie, but would it really be so bad to get a head start? a big one, admittedly, but...turning him down after the tenth time he's hinted just seems rude at this point.]
If you like pancakes, champagne, and don't mind sharing kitchen space...I could say I'm a breakfast type. Maybe.
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I might have been. Guess you'll never know.
[ But he might have dreamed of a fair-faced boy with angled features and sharp eyes. Might have dreamed about that robe, and it takes everything in him to hold back the beginnings of a groan. ]
Maybe? I make a mean pancake, I'll have you know. You'd be missing out. So if you decide you're the breakfast type, well. You know the deal.
[ The door's open. ]
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